About Me

I like to remain anoymonous or however the fuck you spell that word for a number of reasons. Mostly because my family and friends worry to much. They cant live and lead their own lives so they hover over others like mine. Im 15 years old. My ana started when I was about 13. But I dont really count it then because i was on and off. It truly started when I was 14. My uncle "Bob" lived with us for a little bit when I was 13. Whenever he saw me putting food in my mouth he said things like "Your eating AGAIN?!", "Your going to get fat!", "I can SEE your stomach growing", and so on. I ignored him at first but one day looked in the mirror and found he was right. How could I have been so stupid when he was just trying to warn me all along? I struggle in school but not in the way you think. I make a's and b's. I basically struggle with my mentality. When i see big people i wanna scream and cry. When i see skinny girls i wanna scream and cry. There's this one girl at school who has this AMAZING body. she is really thin and i cant tell you how much i envy her everyday. maybe im just a pathetic loser who isnt trying hard enough. i dunno. Im 5"4" and currently weigh 125LB. I binge everyonce in awhile but I know I have complete control over myself and let me tell you ive never felt better. Id love to hear your stories and your goals. If you have xanga add my site: xanga.com/XobsessedXdontletmegetmeX